omg! its amazing i have a new boyfriend and he is amazing! weve been going out for about a month now!

on monday last week i was at work and we were doing the lunch tray line. i went to the warmer to get more lausagna and when i was doing that. a oven rack fell on my head. i didnt feel it hit me but i did hear it fall on the ground.

i didnt feel anything until a half hour later. my head was pounding. i was dizzy. i couldnt concentrate or walk straight. i wnt up to karen one of the lead supervisors and asked her if i could go up to employee health. so she said that i should stay downstairs because with out me we would not get done oon time. i was pissed. the i asked to fill out a incident report. she said that she dint have any but shell get me one. i filled oiut the report and then went home. 

tuesday i had off and i wsa still feeling the effects of what happened. on wednesday i went to work and i had to train the new girl. thank god they had her on something easy that doesnt take much thinking. all day i wasnt feeling good. after lunch i told the girl that i was going upstairs. then i told karen that i was going upstairs.

i went upstairs and employee health sent me to a doctor out in west allis. he told me that i have a concussion and i should take it easy. he prescribed some vicodens. i dint have to see him again until friday

i wnt back on friday and i stil; wasnt better. he took xrays of my neck and they turned out fine then he wanted to do a cat scan but i didnt have time for that. so he told me if anything happens over the weekend. i should go to the emergency room.

well todaty is monday. a week after all this happened. i do feel alot better. my head hurts less and i can move my neck around. im just worried that if i go back to work. that everything isgoing to come back.

i feel like i wasted 2 years of my life.

now we are back together

ok so today i might be visiting my uncle in the hospital.
this is going to be interesting. when he came home for christmas
he didnt even know who i was. my brother said that it smells in
his room. i told him that i work in a hospital so i am use to the
smells.

went to the cat shelter yesturday. that was fun. but there is one
thing that is bothering me. rae loves to talk about herself. especially
about things that she went through but she has already told you
about it a million times. the girl who was asking questions was directing
them towards me but rae took over like usual.sometimes that girl can be so
annoying. i dont think that she even notices because she is so high all the
time.

i been valerie buying a whole bunch of stuff for her when the baby
comes. i spent so much money that i am worried that i am never
going to be able to learn how to save. well another pay
check is coming next week

i went to the doctor yesturday and i found out with my new insurance my doctor is going to cost me a fortune. he is an out of network doctor so i think my insurance covers 20% or 70% either way its going to cost alot.

my sister is due in couple of weeks. she is huge it looks like she is going to pop.

i went to the movies on sunday adn saw the messangers. it was really good in the beginging but the end sucked. well anyways. i dropped my purse fellin the toliet. while i was in the bathroom. i didnt use it yet so it was just water. but it was soaking wet so i took everything out and threw my purse away. it was funny none the less.

so i have been kicked out of my house it has been at least 2 months. i have been living with my grandpa. my life has been going alot better since i moved out

ok i havent beeen on in a long while. hmmm.... lets see here... i had surgey about 3 weeks ago. i found on my docotr is on crack. i have a new doctor that told me that i have nothing to fear. hurray. oh and we have the internet at home but i cant do anything on it since there are so many parental controls. school starts in about a week. ok. bye

hurray i am 20 today!!!!

i saw the da vinci code yesturday it was pretty good. a bit boring in some parts but otherwise it was good.

i borrowed money to marissa again yesturday. she keeps saying that she is going to pay me back and all this other crap.

we are removing all the cabinents in the kitchen and we are putting in new ones

i have to work from 3 to 8 today

Johnathon Bruening called me sunday night. i find this very odd. he has been missing for 3 years then he just calls. odd. we talked for 2 hours catching up on the good old times that we didnt have because i was always mean to him. now he wants to be friends because he doesnt have any. he just got out of jail and now he is living with his dad. whose house is not to far away from mine. i agreed to be friends. but i dont know how that is going to work out. he sounded like he wanted to be more then friends but i cant do that. i dont have any feelings for him. all my feelings are for andrew. john knows about andrew then he kept talking about my promise ring and blah blah. oh well. besides he even told me that he didnt want anything to do with girls so i asked him if he was gay or bi. he never really answered so i am going with bi because he was dating jamie m. for a long long time. i am glad that he isnt going out with heranymore because she was such a bitch. i know that for a fact because we were tennis partners. he wants to hang out tonight but i dont want to go alone i want someone to come with me just in case he is a jerk. i also found out that he has been talking to my friend megan and they have been hanging out and who knows what. she too also has a boyfriend. i want to call her and ask her about john but i dont know. i already find the whole situation wierd.

so i am at school really early i have a 830 app. with my english teacher. we are going to be talking about my english paper which is due next week friday. which is also my last day of school. i hope we dont have clss on that day. i am going to drop off my paper and return my books. and be off. until next semester.

i wish the doctors knew what was worng with me. lately i have been feeling like crap again. i dont get how they couldnt find anything wrong. maybe it is my gallbladder or something. besides my stomach hurting. my left foot is starting hurt every morning. i can hardly walk on. this is all driving me crazy. what is wrong with me?

i want coffee but i dont want to spend an arm and a leg for just one cup. stupid matc and their expensiveness.

yesturday i had a dream about french class. it was so odd. it felt like i was there again. learning about the french culture and what not.

i dont think i have ever been more pissed off at andrew ever! he made me wait almost 5 fricken hours for him on friday. during that time i could have went to visit angela or went into work. then he finally came at 8:30pm i was so pissed. then he told what happened now everything is fine.

today is rachels bday!

i cant wait until psych today i want to know whats going to happen with rae ann and the paper. im still upset about it.

rae ann finally showed i am so fricken pissed

Rae Ann: i did it all ( gave a fake smile)

Me: ( blank stare) what? you did it all?

Rae Ann: yup

Me: did you playgerize anything?

Rae Ann: no.

she is such a liar. i know she added something or did something. she did the whole project by herself. i am so mad. i even told the teacher and she said that she is going to take things into consideration.

so i stood there during the presentation just reading the note cards because i had no clue what was going on. i was so mad that i wanted to cry

rae ann never showed up